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I do believe www.youtube.com/watch?v=kvDMlk… sums up my college experience so far.
Random songs, Russian and fangirling. Although we can't find a song for Putin...
I am really enjoying college, even if just for the difference in like pace.
Loving the classes, hating the homework though.
I DON'T WANNA WRITE ABOUT WHY/HOW I LEARN LANGUAGES!!
But it's all good.
Most awkward thing atm, is that Paula and Chambers have split up.
And Chambers really isn't taking it well...
And Elaine took it upon herself to inform Shane that Paula doesn't miss him at all, that he was a burden on her.
(This is a semi lie, she does miss him, but he was a lot of time).
Hence he's going a bit mental.
Ah well...
How is life for everyone else? Is anyone around on Friday?
Random songs, Russian and fangirling. Although we can't find a song for Putin...
I am really enjoying college, even if just for the difference in like pace.
Loving the classes, hating the homework though.
I DON'T WANNA WRITE ABOUT WHY/HOW I LEARN LANGUAGES!!
But it's all good.
Most awkward thing atm, is that Paula and Chambers have split up.
And Chambers really isn't taking it well...
And Elaine took it upon herself to inform Shane that Paula doesn't miss him at all, that he was a burden on her.
(This is a semi lie, she does miss him, but he was a lot of time).
Hence he's going a bit mental.
Ah well...
How is life for everyone else? Is anyone around on Friday?
Graduation
In 4 1/2 hours I will be at the school, graduation mass will have started. At half 10 it'll be all over. I'll be finished school. Its scary.
Like last day of school, Tuesday, didn't feel like last day - probably coz of the suddenness of it being over, and not be told it was last day til 10 min before we left... It feels very surreal.
24th June, I am finished with that place. Forever.
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I'm giving up my laptop tomorrow so this is the last attempt. I'm not going to attempt to write any more replies. Fair enough that you are not my friends. I falsely felt like a martyr and acted on it in an incorrect way. I accused you of things I should have actually have spoken to you about first, to all of you and not just Leeona ages ago. Is there anything I can really say to make you change your minds?
At the time, I was angry, sick and frustrated. I acted rashly, because I thought I was right. I felt like ye were all together in Dublin and had forgotten about me. I felt alone and I was panicking. And I lashed out, because I thought I ha
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Yes I will write replies. But I will wait until I've been to the doctor and stop running a temperature. Me being sick and emotional and irrational got me into this mess, I'm not burrowing myself in deeper by replying stupidly while I feel like shit. So you will be replied to after I go to the doctors today, probably tomorrow or the day after.
I'm not stalling to overthink my answers, I'm waiting until I can say something vaguely rational.
I don't know anymore
Should I say I'm sorry about my last journal?
I was angry and I meant what it said at the time. I don't blame you for being angry, but I'm sick of a lot of it. I am grateful for ye letting me stay at your house. I was very happy to spend time with Leeona and David. But it still feels like I never see anyone. Its frustrating.
I can make a whole load of excuses. Like I'm completely mindfucked about June, and what I want to do. Coz at this stage I'm really not sure. And there really feels like I have no one to really talk about it to. The rest of my friends are all leaving certs and can't see past it, or well.., not bothered about college.
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Glad college is going well, give Paula hugs for me.
And as for a song about Putin [link]
And as for a song about Putin [link]