I've had a hard couple of weeks, I've done some immensely stupid things and hurt some of the people closest to me.

I know the next couple of months are going to suck even more. I'm begining school soon with no one there with me, I have to face up to some very hard truths. I have to figure out how to move on with life. I have to see M and get him out of my system. And that means no contact for the next ages.

I'm going on holiday with my family tomorrow and I am dreading it. But I will be ok.


I love ye all and I'm sorry.