5 May 2009I guess this phrase is really talking to me at the moment. I want to find my own path. I need to find my own path. I see my friends finding the paths for them and I'm so proud of them. Most of them are on their way to the grown up world next year and I know they will do amazing things. They are extra ordinary people and I am so happy to know them.
My own path seems so blocked by mist, I am lost. I am thinking of the ways I could go. I go through so many ideas and none of them seem to work. I cannot find the one for me. I cannot find the one I'm not to afraid to go down on. All I know is that I don't want to end up her for the rest of my life and that I don't want to end up like my parents.
I have ideas of doing really stupid things just to get people to notice, and I have ideas of hiding so deep no one will notice me. I feel so old and so young, like I've done everything and nothing. I know I need to get out more, I know I need to stop comfort eating, I know I need to stop saying stupid things, I know I need to do well in my leaving, I know I need to grow up and be happier. I know I need to cope better.
I need to find me.
Isolated
Devious Comments
Stop thinking about it, let yourself clear out.
Let your head empty.
Don't think about it, follow your instinct.
The path will become clear as soon as you stop looking for it.
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Man is no more than a conduit for excrement to pass through.- daVinci
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I love you, I just hate you as a person
Friends are God's way of making up for our families.
Ignorance isn't bliss but its better than the alternative
well, as one of your 'extraordinary' friends, I can relate:
I have ideas of doing really stupid things just to get people to notice, and I have ideas of hiding so deep no one will notice me.
Both will happen, have happened to us. We'll back you up.
I feel so old and so young, like I've done everything and nothing.
Can I get an AMEN?
I know I need to get out more,
it'll never be enough, but it will be fun
I know I need to stop comfort eating,
Yet to happen to me anyway, doubt it ever will
I know I need to stop saying stupid things,
NEVER, or you wouldn't be human (and you'd make us all feel dumber when we say stupid things)
I know I need to do well in my leaving,
You will.
I know I need to grow up and be happier.
Both will happen, one permanent.
I know I need to cope better.
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Been there. Done that. Got the t-shirt. It didn't come in my size.
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Man is no more than a conduit for excrement to pass through.- daVinci
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I love you, I just hate you as a person
Friends are God's way of making up for our families.
Ignorance isn't bliss but its better than the alternative
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I love you, I just hate you as a person
Friends are God's way of making up for our families.
Ignorance isn't bliss but its better than the alternative
--
Man is no more than a conduit for excrement to pass through.- daVinci
*mumbles* gaaah woman, making me teary *grumbly hug*
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Been there. Done that. Got the t-shirt. It didn't come in my size.
--
I love you, I just hate you as a person
Friends are God's way of making up for our families.
Ignorance isn't bliss but its better than the alternative
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