Its been a while. A whole month? Jebus... Had an awesome weekend, people were all over and just had such a lazy weekend. Rent's are all ok with me drinking now, god that's really surreal. Still, its cool. Its nice to be so laid back and know there's nothing insanely pressing, got plenty of time to do stuff. Gonna do my Religion essay tonight, so I don't have to do it Tuesday night, as per usual. Also got paino, working on grade three over the next couple of weeks. I can't wait to get the date for it, coz I've got plans for Monday two weeks.

Daddy's sending Paula, Mummy and I to Dusseldorf for the day. Can't wait!! Its gonna be so much fun!! SQUEEEEEEEE!!! I don't know what there really is in Dusseldorf but should be fun exporing!!

I'm gonna be broke for the next million years, especially with eirtacon next weekend....

If I hear one more person complain about the Foreigners coming in here, and "stealing our jobs" that we wouldn't have taken 2 years ago if we were paid double the wages, I will smack them.

We were the foreigners coming in and taking the jobs 20 years ago and now people have the nerve to complain about these people who are so like us, most of whom have just come outof an opressive system of government who tried to stamp out their culture and language and replace it with their own. Sound familiar to anyone?

I am not even going to begin on Lisbon. I am so genuinely sickened over this.

I need a hug....

1. Lee
2. Katherine
3. Michelle
4. Hugs
5. Watching my brother build giant train tracks
6. Photographs
7. Lazy Sunday's spent with mum
8. Sleeping in a tent with friends
9. RENT!!! <3
10. Llamas
11. Nights spent doing nothing except giggle
12. Rasberryade
13. The Tattoo Fairies Serues
14. Placebo
15. Sitting next to Jeff in religion
16. "Despite Mussolini's best efforts, the Italian birth rate continued to decline."
17. Mint choc chip icecream
18. Getting text messages from people I've not talked to in ages.
19. Dancing in my room
20. RICE CAKES!! <3<3
21. Naps
22. Walking
23. Chatting to random people
24. Rattie <3
25. Piping hot tea and coffee
26. Playing the piano
27. Anything by Cassandra Clare
28. Writing on my arms/legs/stomach
29. Finishing an essay
30. Not panicking over everything
31. When the numbers go down
32. Sparknotes
33. Making things for other people
34. Annoying Jeff
35. Milka Chocolate
36. Not feeling guilty
37. Days off school
38. Private music lessons
39. Singing (badly) along with random songs
40. Watching my friends reach the first step to achieving their dreams
41. Knowing things can't get worse
42. Getting a good nights sleep
43. Knowing I have all my homework done and am completely prepared
44. Knowing my notes are obsessively detailed
45. Growing my nails
46. Staying in bed til half one reading a book
47. Remembering I'm 18 in 9 months
48. Cutting my hair
49. The fact I'm getting more piercings in my ears over Xmas
50. That I have the best friends in the world

I'm having a great night 2nyt. I love all of ye.

It amazing to be in a class with people I genuinely like and actually want to sit beside me. I know that sounds kinda depressing, but its genuinely how I feel. Fifth year is not as bad as I thought it would be (apart from the homework). Although I've got a feeling I'll be singing a different tune come Monday, when Storm comes back. God that girl drives me crazy...

I'm back up. To all of you who knows what I'm talking about, yeah I am being good.

Its weird doing actual homework again, I am so hating poetry questions!! They is sooooo boring!! But I am actually so happy with my teachers and I got into honours Irish!! Whooooooooooot!!! I is doing English, Irish, Maths, Religion, German, History, Economics and Music for my LC. Ok no science subjects but bleh!! I is happy!

Its odd being happy. I've just been so down for so long, its odd to be in a good mood. I am so wrecked tho. DAMN EARLY MORNINGS!!!!

"For each of the FIRST 10 people COMMENTING on this journal, I WILL FEATURE them and 3 of their deviations on this list.

If you COMMENT, you'll HAVE to do the same in your journal, putting ME on the first place, completing the list with 10 people. The idea of this is to not get a free feature, it is to spread art around for everyone!"

1. Her plushies are AMAZING!! And then there are her charms and her cosplaying... She is Epic...
[link] They look good enf to eat!!
[link] How I made my darling Jerome
[link] See the awesomeness!!

2. Crazily good photography and is in the best band evar!!
[link] Yeah. Her eye makeup is INSANE!! Its soooo funkeh!!
[link] She is all poetical too!! I love the dicriptiveness of this...
[link] Yes I know this is a scrap but it is funky!!

I'm back all, for better or for worse. Made some goals and figured out a lot in my head.

I have eaten so much on this holiday and I feel huge. I can't tell you how much I weigh. I'm working on giving up my scales. In all senses of the world. I don't know how long that'll last.

Worst parts of the holiday: hotel going on fire first morning, food, rain, generally boringness, twisting my ankle, mam breaking the car (temporarily)

Best parts: Getting on with Paula, seeing the west, general shopping, going drinking with dad and Paula-twas most fun, spiced rum and coke, walking by the beach, naps, general craziness!!

I'm back to school on Wednesday. A whole new year. I think I needed this holiday to get my head sorted.

Katherine, call me?